Week 14.

Week 14. Yeah, you know what it is. The last week for semester 4. All the lecturers wants to complete the final projects and test 2 or the subject. Merana wei! 8 subjects. All tests and presentations. All I can do is, do the best, tawakal, and hope for the best.

Maybe semester ni we got SO MUCH events. So that we rarely focusing on the subjects. Bandung, Berkhatan, all this and that, yes, its extremely make me tired but its fun! Honestly I enjoy myself with my fellow classmates. With all these events, it makes us more close. And truthfully, it makes me sad to think that I just only have another year with them. 

Okay,back to topic. Tomorrow we got QMT test. The day after tomorrow we got final presentation for Travel & Tour Project (Bandung). We have to present the reports,slides, brochure and video that we make to promote Bandung. And in the evening, presenting Hotel Design & Layout subject which where we rendering all the hotels from the hotel that we draw in Google Sketchup. Oh my, Google Sketchup drive me crazy! I ask my engineer friend, dia cakap senang je. What?! Senang? Saya mcm nak pecah kepala main pusing situ zoom sini. Hahahah.

Okay wish us luck kay! And all the for you all too! Final is coming bebeh! 

Jealousy.

I wanna study abroad or getting a job in overseas.

Only God knows how jealous I am to see half of my high school friends get a good life in overseas. Dublin, London, Egypt, Manchester, Melbourne etc. Of course, there's so much challenges to live in people countries. Yet, I want to face those challenges. Its not that I don't happy or bersyukur with what I have now, but...I want to be different, I want to be a part of them. A different people.

Few of my lecturers also continue their Masters in overseas. All of them post the pictures here and there. Not only them, even I am jealous to see my own sister and brother where they had a chance to study abroad, London and Pittsburgh, USA. Why can I be a part of them? Can I have their genius mind? Can I? Can I? Huhu...

Well, apart from it, I do happily continue my degree level here, Puncak Alam, Malaysia. Another year to finish up my Hotel Management Degree. Hopefully everything goes well as I am eagerly to have a job in overseas. I need to push up more. No more kitty kitty attitude.

Well, for the moment, I kinda miss my home in London. Almost a year I'm back here. Yet, those 3 months in spent there bring lots of memories to me.

Fi Hifzillah.

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga kau terus sihat selalu, dipanjangkan umur untuk terus bersujud kepadaNya, mencari rezeki dan mengumpul secebis ilmu di bumi Allah yang besar ini.

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga engkau dan aku terus ada dalam sebuah persahabatan yang kita bina, walau kiranya sekarang jalinan persahabatan ini renggang, namun aku akan terus lengkapkannya dengan senyuman dan doa..

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga kau tidak jauh dari aku, walau dalam doa, aku mahu. Hanya itu yang aku mahu.

Agar engkau tahu, aku merinduimu wahai sahabatku...
Walau perasaan itu takkan lebih dari............
Namun aku tetap bersyukur, adanya kamu sebagai sahabatku..
Sungguh aku bersyukur..
Kerana sedikit sebanyak kau buat aku buka mata, tentang semuanya..
Semuanya..

Hanya untuk kamu, M.

Sanah Helwah Fatin.

Its my birthday. 1st of November.

On that night before reaching 12 am, me and 8 others classmates went to watch Thor as we love so much the superhero movies. First person that wishing me face to face was Mark because he sat next to me hahaha. And the first person who wish through bbm was Muktafi, my schoolmate. Through WhatsApp, my brother, Ang. Through FB message was Megat even he just said I'm old already -,-. And through voicenotes were my housemates. You know, I felt very happy. Even it was just a plain wish, but I was happy. I smile all the time whenever I reached the wishes from family and friends. And and, before we were back home, we stop to have a supper + breakfast haha. And Hairee belanja me yayy!

On my birthday, we had QMT test. And after we finished the test, Farhan called me to the stairs. He said he wanted to talked to me. So I said okay la. I followed him. At that time almost all my classmates were there. And all of sudden they all sang to me a Happy Birthday song. I was shocked and....rasa malu betul masa tu, tak tahu kenapa. Maybe because all of them looked at me kot. And Abu finished that song with screaming to me. It was loud Abu -,-. hahaha. And really, I appreciated their wishes! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY CLASSMATES! 

That petang, someone, well, I would like to say my 'secret close friend' sent me a very nice song through email. He himself made that cover and it was fantastic! I really love it! Thanks! =)

Kucai and Saini sent me to Subang. Before that, we ate at Burger Bakar Abang Burn. Once again, Saini belanja me yayy! And then I went home. Fly to Terengganu.

What I wanna say, I'm 22 years old now. Another year getting me more matured, have to think more about future, have to know that life is a race. I'm a girl, and I have to take care of myself. Must take care of others feelings too. Less bighead. Less jokes. Be a good girl Fatin. Not a child. 

Teruslah bersujud padaNya, mengucap syukur di atas kepanjangan usia yang diberikan, memohon agar terus sihat, dimurahkan rezeki dan mendapat jodoh yang baik insyaAllah. Terima kasih Allah atas kebahagiaan dengan kurniaan keluarga dan rakan-rakan yang sangat baik di sisiku..

Bandung Final Part.

Finally!
Bandung, dengan apa yg telah kami usahakan sejak pengakhiran semester lepas sehingga minggu kelima, Alhamdulillah everything went very smooth. Even the lecturers give a big clap for us! Alhamdulillah everyone enjoyed. =)

Don't want to post more pictures, just go and find my album in facebook okay ;p
So as you can see, 4 of us is the management team who took care every single thing for Bandung Trip. Mark (Project Leader), me (Package Leader), Charen (Asst. Project Leader)  and Fara (Admin Leader). We did a good job guys! And thank you so much for being the best groupmate ever!

And what was going on today, our Project Leader, Mark Noel belanja kami TGI Friday. Its Friday yaww! Thanks boss! Lebiu ahh hahahaa!

Next trip : Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam. #eh? ;p

Surat Untuk Tuhan.

Aku tahu, aku banyak dosa. Dan setiap kali itu aku cucinya dengan solat taubat, menangis di depanMu kerana aku takut..Aku takut dengan apa yang telah aku lakukan dan bakal aku lakukan. Mungkin tidak sebesar fitnah, tidak seluas zina, tidak segerbang pembunuhan, namun ia tetap satu dosa yang takkan terlepas di akhirat nanti.. Aku perlukan bimbingan Ya Allah. Aku perlukan kekuatan, perlukan Kau disisi aku, hamba yang kerdil.

Memang Engkau tak pernah jauh dari aku, malah aku yang seringkali menjauh dariMu. Tolong aku Ya Allah. Tolong aku untuk mengawal hawa nafsu dan lindungi aku dari syaitan yang direjam. Sesungguhnya aku sungguh takut. Setiap kali difikirkan mati, aku gerun. Lindungi aku Ya Allah. 

Manusia, memang cepat berubah. Bantu aku untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan. Aku berperang dengan diri sendiri dan sungguhnya aku tidak cukup kuat. Ya, aku tahu, manusia sentiasa perlukan motivasi untuk kembalikan semangat juang. Dengan Al-Quran,solat,ceramah, semua aku baca,buat, dan dengar. Tapi masih tidak cukup untuk aku. Aku perlukan bimbingan. 

Bimbingan dari keluarga, itu sudah pasti. Dan terima kasih atas kurniaan keluarga yang cukup indah untuk diri ini. Aku mohon, izinkan aku bertemu dengan dia, seseorang yang mampu membimbing aku. Bimbing agar aku tidak terus hanyut dan lena dibuai dunia dan fantasi. 

Dan, terima kasih Ya Allah kerana terus ada walaupun ketika aku hilang arah dan bila aku kembali kepadaMu seperti anak kecil, Engkau ada seperti ibu yang melapangkan tangan, bersedia memeluk anaknya. Engkau menerima apa jua yang aku minta, Engkau ada untuk bantu aku di setiap laluan berhalang dalam hidup ini.Terima kasih.

Bantu aku, Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya kepadaMu aku memohon perlindungan.

Dari hamba yang kerdil.
 16 Oktober 2013.
 3.27 am.

Bandung 2.

Assalamualaikum and a very good day! wahhh gitu...

Well, currently got fever and auchmmm!! hate this situation coz now i am REALLY BUSY. But, what to do yaar, sakit itu penghapus dosa. kan? Tawakkal tu ala Allah.

Current updates, sudah mengcheck-in kan semua classmate ke Bandung for this coming Thursday. Sudah settlekan payment utk luggage, sudah dapatkan goodies dari Kementerian Pelancongan dan upcoming, akan bayar the amount of the package we get.

After that, walla! Buckle up and shopping!

Walaupun tujuan utama ke sana adalah untuk buat video iklan mcm Visit Malaysia Year yang Ella nyanyi tu, tp mostly itu yg semua org tunggu. kan?kan?kan?
Elehhh korang takyah tipu aaaa...aku dh tau dh classmate aku ni hahahaa.

Eventough me and the management team have to go here and there, balik lewat, weekend takde masa, and korbankan financial, yet we are happy.Sebab bila kami diberi tanggungjawab, kami nak lakukan semua itu tanpa merungut. Yeahh sometimes bila dah penat yang amat, tiada kerjasama dari classmates and ada yang masuk campur dgn urusan kami, memang laa meletops kan..But then again, trip to Bandung ni makes me know more about them, the management team.

Mark, Charen,Fara, Shahir, Suri,etc. Semua ni dulu tak kenal rapat pun. Ada dari Penang ada dari Sarawak. In the journey for us to make this trip going smooth, yeah, we are getting closer. Awalnya masa dicalonkan for being part of the management team,seriously kitorg tak ckp byk pun. Masing2 just tnya2 cmtu je.

Now what? Perli depan2 maa..WhatsApp main bantai je nk ckp apa, karoke dalam kereta sama2, pening kepala sama2 and kerjasama sama2. Truthfully, I'm happy to be in management team. Thanks to you guys! New friends and the relationship is going stronger!