Mumblings.

There's nothing special to post here, so I'm just going to spit out. I am so bored to be at home. I wanna do something. And Firhan is far away at Bangi. Even he is here, but still we are not getting closer ;( Really hope that kakak's house will be done ASAP. I really damn missing him my little one. And I wanna spend as much time as I can before he fly back to London. So, I hope that my new semester will not getting me to stay at Puncak Alam for weekend as I wanna go to sister's house! And yes, true. True that I am officially lazy to get ready for new semester.

Next year, probably my biggest year. Grad, getting a job, getting engaged. So many things to do. I need to buckle up and push a pedal in this year. Hoping that everything will going to be fine. Next year, I'm turning 24. Is it too young to get engaged? Nah, I hope not. Alamak, engaged saja maa. Bukan nikah lagi. So its okay la kan? Haha merapu je ngko ni Fatin. Sape nk tunang ngan ko. Perangai mcm budak aje. Haha. Okay I'm just planning la. Who knows end of this year, probably I will find someone. Ececeh ;p Berkenan or tidak itu belakang cerita, yg penting ma abah suka, kira settle saja lah. Kenal-kenal lepas nikah or dalam fasa pertunangan. Boleh?! HAHAHA.

Buat apa cerita tahun depan, jika Februari tahun ini baru bermula. Aduyai. Okay tahun ni kena buat betul2. Final year beb. Tak mau ada sangkut. And oh, can I tell you guys something? My sister is pregnant! Alhamdulillah, so probably I will get another honey on Firhan's birthday. Yes, little honey sharing the same birthdate with his/her brother! InsyaAllah.. So, officially again this year will be my greatest happiness!

And yeah, this year, ramai sungguh teman seperjuangan mendirikan masjid Alhamdulillah happy for them. Ada yg nikah, ada yg bertunang. Alhamdulillah jodoh mereka udah nyampei. Dan aku selalu percaya Allah ada tetapkan juga seseorang untuk aku. ;)

Okay, officially close the office. Hahah. Nanti kalau ada cerita lagi I will mumbling here. Peace! Bye! Assalamualaikum!

2014.

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

Currently on holidays, I mean semester break oh yeahhh! Even just 6 weeks but kindly gives me SO MUCH TIME for me to be with family and Firhan hooray!

Yeah, haritu jumpa Firhan about 3 days only then I'm going back to Tganu sbb nk tggu rumah kakak siap pasang itu ini then baru pergi balik sana which is in 2 weeks more ohhoo! Then I'm just staying there as I will only have 2 weeks left before new semester begins. I wanna help my sister as I know she back here to collect data for her research so I will taking care of Firhan and makan minum and all that. Tak nak kakak risau dgn benda lain, biar dia focus on her data only. Will try to help her as much as I can. I love you kakak :)

And, 2014.
Yeah, another year. My final year. Next year InsyAllah I will start to work. Allah, kerja dah.. Rasa mcm dah besar. Can I have my childhood time back? :( Final year, hopefully everything will be as smooth as silk. Gittew. This year probably will gives me more memories about me and classmates as we will do a lot of event together. Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan. :)

Really hope that I won't fall in love with any men out there. I'm happy for what I have now. Family and Friends. This year is not for my heart to fall for a stranger. This year specially made for family and friends. :) For him, moga kita bertemu bila tiba waktu yg tepat. Take care out there where ever you are.

Till now,
Peace!
Assalamualaikum!

p/s: sorry for not putting any pics, currently lazy as garfield.

Mumblings.

So.
Here I am. Not going back to Tganu.
Konon2 study week should stay here and study. Nah..... -,-

Well, I've got 2 nephews in December (anak sepupu).
Zafran Anas and Muhammad Adam Ammar. Yayy can't wait to see you both darlings!

And guess what?
Firhan is going back to Malaysia on 9th Jan. Yihaa! But I can't meet him on that day since I'm in final paper. So, I will meet him after the final paper and stay at Bangi about 2 days. Just for him and sister. Mueheheee... 11 months I don't cuddle him, kiss him, annoy him, yeah,its time! Darling, be prepared, cikshu is coming! hahahaha.

So.
Going to have 7 final papers. All the killer paper has only one day gap. -,- Siapa laa yg susun jadual ni. Hmm.
All exams will be held at DP4 which I don't know where is it.

So.
I have heart.
And....I have love.
I have heart again.
And....I have love.

Hahahah okay bye.

Wish me luck guys!

Week 14.

Week 14. Yeah, you know what it is. The last week for semester 4. All the lecturers wants to complete the final projects and test 2 or the subject. Merana wei! 8 subjects. All tests and presentations. All I can do is, do the best, tawakal, and hope for the best.

Maybe semester ni we got SO MUCH events. So that we rarely focusing on the subjects. Bandung, Berkhatan, all this and that, yes, its extremely make me tired but its fun! Honestly I enjoy myself with my fellow classmates. With all these events, it makes us more close. And truthfully, it makes me sad to think that I just only have another year with them. 

Okay,back to topic. Tomorrow we got QMT test. The day after tomorrow we got final presentation for Travel & Tour Project (Bandung). We have to present the reports,slides, brochure and video that we make to promote Bandung. And in the evening, presenting Hotel Design & Layout subject which where we rendering all the hotels from the hotel that we draw in Google Sketchup. Oh my, Google Sketchup drive me crazy! I ask my engineer friend, dia cakap senang je. What?! Senang? Saya mcm nak pecah kepala main pusing situ zoom sini. Hahahah.

Okay wish us luck kay! And all the for you all too! Final is coming bebeh! 

Jealousy.

I wanna study abroad or getting a job in overseas.

Only God knows how jealous I am to see half of my high school friends get a good life in overseas. Dublin, London, Egypt, Manchester, Melbourne etc. Of course, there's so much challenges to live in people countries. Yet, I want to face those challenges. Its not that I don't happy or bersyukur with what I have now, but...I want to be different, I want to be a part of them. A different people.

Few of my lecturers also continue their Masters in overseas. All of them post the pictures here and there. Not only them, even I am jealous to see my own sister and brother where they had a chance to study abroad, London and Pittsburgh, USA. Why can I be a part of them? Can I have their genius mind? Can I? Can I? Huhu...

Well, apart from it, I do happily continue my degree level here, Puncak Alam, Malaysia. Another year to finish up my Hotel Management Degree. Hopefully everything goes well as I am eagerly to have a job in overseas. I need to push up more. No more kitty kitty attitude.

Well, for the moment, I kinda miss my home in London. Almost a year I'm back here. Yet, those 3 months in spent there bring lots of memories to me.

Fi Hifzillah.

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga kau terus sihat selalu, dipanjangkan umur untuk terus bersujud kepadaNya, mencari rezeki dan mengumpul secebis ilmu di bumi Allah yang besar ini.

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga engkau dan aku terus ada dalam sebuah persahabatan yang kita bina, walau kiranya sekarang jalinan persahabatan ini renggang, namun aku akan terus lengkapkannya dengan senyuman dan doa..

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga kau tidak jauh dari aku, walau dalam doa, aku mahu. Hanya itu yang aku mahu.

Agar engkau tahu, aku merinduimu wahai sahabatku...
Walau perasaan itu takkan lebih dari............
Namun aku tetap bersyukur, adanya kamu sebagai sahabatku..
Sungguh aku bersyukur..
Kerana sedikit sebanyak kau buat aku buka mata, tentang semuanya..
Semuanya..

Hanya untuk kamu, M.

Sanah Helwah Fatin.

Its my birthday. 1st of November.

On that night before reaching 12 am, me and 8 others classmates went to watch Thor as we love so much the superhero movies. First person that wishing me face to face was Mark because he sat next to me hahaha. And the first person who wish through bbm was Muktafi, my schoolmate. Through WhatsApp, my brother, Ang. Through FB message was Megat even he just said I'm old already -,-. And through voicenotes were my housemates. You know, I felt very happy. Even it was just a plain wish, but I was happy. I smile all the time whenever I reached the wishes from family and friends. And and, before we were back home, we stop to have a supper + breakfast haha. And Hairee belanja me yayy!

On my birthday, we had QMT test. And after we finished the test, Farhan called me to the stairs. He said he wanted to talked to me. So I said okay la. I followed him. At that time almost all my classmates were there. And all of sudden they all sang to me a Happy Birthday song. I was shocked and....rasa malu betul masa tu, tak tahu kenapa. Maybe because all of them looked at me kot. And Abu finished that song with screaming to me. It was loud Abu -,-. hahaha. And really, I appreciated their wishes! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY CLASSMATES! 

That petang, someone, well, I would like to say my 'secret close friend' sent me a very nice song through email. He himself made that cover and it was fantastic! I really love it! Thanks! =)

Kucai and Saini sent me to Subang. Before that, we ate at Burger Bakar Abang Burn. Once again, Saini belanja me yayy! And then I went home. Fly to Terengganu.

What I wanna say, I'm 22 years old now. Another year getting me more matured, have to think more about future, have to know that life is a race. I'm a girl, and I have to take care of myself. Must take care of others feelings too. Less bighead. Less jokes. Be a good girl Fatin. Not a child. 

Teruslah bersujud padaNya, mengucap syukur di atas kepanjangan usia yang diberikan, memohon agar terus sihat, dimurahkan rezeki dan mendapat jodoh yang baik insyaAllah. Terima kasih Allah atas kebahagiaan dengan kurniaan keluarga dan rakan-rakan yang sangat baik di sisiku..