Random Update

Hey chuolls. Long time i don berblog kan? *bukan mls nk taip tp takde masa sgt*

Nothing much to tell. Konvo still in May so I'm coming back in one month  and a half. Pehh. Tak lama dah. Sometimes  bila fikir balik kan, not much time I  got with my musyuks (Firhan and Fauzan) that's  why I'm always  get in their nerves  hahaha sorry musyuks! Sometimes  bila mlm2 I can't  sleep mesti rasa rindu nk peluk2 even dia kat bilik sebelah je pun hee I'm  so overly attached  with them. Cane la nk pisah nnt hmm..

Okay next news! Ma Aboh is coming here soon! Wohooo!! And we will go to Cornwall  during Easter  Day sebab time tu cuti. Yeahh happy me sebab nanti boleh mkn sedap2 lagi yayyyy!! But, masa nak pergi  holiday Cornwall  tu, Ayeh (consider bestbud ) and Aki is coming to London for 2 days sebab diorg travel one country  to another. So I  couldn't  meet them hmm.. Pretty  sad actually  coz dah lama tahu and plan nk jalan sama2 but what to do, family  first kan?

Bak kata kakak , jumpa kat Tganu jee 😑😑😑

Okeh! Time to sleep now and I  will update this blog after my holiday  okayy goodbye!

Hometown Orang.

After finishing  my degree, currently  I'm  in London, helping  my sister to take care  of  her  children.

Sebab ada orang pesan, have a rest first then nanti baru kerja.

Susah aih speaking 2 nih. Nak faham British people cakap lagi struggle sebab tu aku lama kat border imigresen UK sbb nk phm soalan officer hahaha

Aku kat sini for 3 months sbb bln 5 nanti nk balik konvo. Tapi bila aku dh sampai sini, dengar  cite konvo bulan  10 pulak. Still. Aku akan  balik. Nak kerja cari sesen dua pulok hahah.

Tapi kakak aku ada bg cadangan. Extend duk sini pastu kerja hotel dekat area rumah kat Egham ni.

Hmm. I don't  know ..

What should I  do?

My first salary.
Will it be in pound or ringgit? Jeng jeng jeng....

Untuk Aboh. :)

Bismillah.
Untuk aboh.

Dia selalu tanya aku setiap kali semester  nak mula.
'Wat gok biar buleh Dekan skali.'
Sampai kadang 2 aku down sebab for the past 4 years, i failed to full fill what aboh wanted. (Masa pra diploma dan intern tak dikira la ye).

For last semester,my degree final semester , my rabak payah onak ranjau duri semester, Allah makbul kan doa hamba Dia yang kerdil ni.

yes, I will graduate in 2nd class but thats what i deserve with my effort for 2 years. Takkan nk expect 1st class degree pulak. Hehe.

But, my CPA for last semester .
Its for me.
BUT it is  more for you aboh.

Tin harap tin dapat ukir senyuman di bibir aboh 😊

Boring.

Stress je rasa...

Rindu rumah.
Rindu keluarga.
Rindu anak-anak buah.

Semua rindu lah!

Hati tak tenang je..Hmm...

Ada lagi 3 paper.
Tak sabar nak habiskan.

Tapi nanti rindu kawan2.
Serba salah.

Okay tu je nak potpet. Makcik makcik sgt kan. Sorry.

To you,
Fi Hifzillah. Allah ada. =)

The Voice Within.

Young girl, don't cry

I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream 
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin 
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin 
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey 
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin 
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Dancing Sebelum Gelombang Kedua!

Yearghhh!!!

Akhirnya sampai jua ke destinasi study week! 

2 minggu terakhir sebelum study week adalah minggu puaka bin vampire! Tidur tak cukup, pergi situ sini, email beribu riban, duit mcm air, otak kena perah sampai kering! 

Bayangkan, presentations kali ni memang semua nak letup. ade seminggu tu, hari isnin, rabu,khamis present! Prop mcm nak berlakon teater, baju, script, conteng muka, mcm2! Pastu hari selasa depannya pulak presentation theses! Mau tak gila weekend tu haa. Okay some photos..

formal

with our panels for theses presentation

Aku buat thesis pasal ' kenapa budak hotel taknak kerja hotel'. Tu. Yang baju merah tu nampak je senyum tu. Tapi dia pegang paling banyak peluru dan pistol sebab dia tembak aku dgn partner aku tanpa henti! Power gila beb dia punya research. Dia baca report kitorg pun gelak2. Tapi, bila dia komen tu aku takde rasa nak marah sbb cara dia lebih kpd advise. Thank you Sir Raziff and Sir Zul.

Yang ni last class Dr Kamril for Strategic Management. Aku buat presentation pasal Pancake House International (ada di Paradigm Mall and other malls). For the first time ever, aku menangis lepas presentation. Bukan sebab kena marah, tapi sebab kena berdiri lama2 kat depan lepas tu kena nasihat pasal kehidupan. Huwaaa....Sbuk menangis sampai takde gmbr utk presentation hahah..Tapi Dr Kamril super best weh! Segarang2 dia pun aku suka cara dia mengajar dan cara dia being sarcastic. Pedas! Hahaha DEFINITELY you will be remembered!

Ni presentation Sustainable Tourism, Madam Sabariah. Kisah kitorg pergi Sabah haritu. Well, ade yang jadi bomoh, ikan, lelaki, menari ramai2, mcm2! Even the lecturer was very surprised!

Eco Tourism Group

Longkong vs Lengloi

Yang ni presentation Total Quality Management, pergi SIRIM. Ade lakonan and dancing tapi semua pakai baju korporat la, yela SIRIM kot, what do you expect? Hahaha but alhamdulillah our lecturer was very happy happy and give us 28/30 utk markah assignment. Thank you so much madam Hassnah!

Hogwarts

Sir Azdel

Sir Faeez

Sir Fitri, Sir Mawi, Madam Inoor, Sir Azdel wohoo!

Ni semua masa Malam Aspirasi Graduan. Buat kat Banquet Hotel fakulti sendiri jer...Tapi makan ciken chop okayyy,, ade band, ade mainan, ade photobooth and kitorg menang kelas terbaik! Wohooo! And impian aku nak amik gmbr dgn Sir Faeez pun menjadi! Hahaha tapi skrg ni dah sah jadi laki orang dahhh xpe sy doakan sir bahagia okay!

Hari presentation yg bkn group aku hahah

Alhamdulillah, 

Despite all the hurdles, I managed to complete all the tasks given! Even hidup tak tentu arah dah masa tu hahah.

Tapi bila dah selesai semua, Ya Allah... Tuhan je tahu betapa ringannya kepala ni..

So now, focus on 4 final paper.

29/12 - TQM

8/1 - Sustainable Tourism

16/1 - Hotel System

19/1 - Strategic Management

Harap2 semua nya aku boleh buat dengan baik.

Hoping for the very best for my very last paper for degree insyAllah!

Doakan kami HM2406AB yeah!

23.

Here it goes..

Another year being young #eh . Dua puluh tiga. Dah dua dekad tiga tahun Allah bagi pinjam nyawa ni. Bila dithrowback balik, hanya Allah yang tahu banyaknya dosa aku pada Dia, ma, abah, adik beradik (and lists is going on).

Untuk Tuhanku,

Terima kasih untuk hidup ini. Adakala aku jatuh tapi Kau tetap disisi. Maafkan aku atas segala dosa yang telah aku lakukan sepanjang aku bernyawa. Bimbing aku, Allah. Pada Engkau aku berharap.

Untuk keluargaku,

Terima kasih pertamanya buat ma, yang sudi berperang nyawa dalam melahirkan aku, 1 Nov 1991, 9.04 malam dengan berat 3.06kg di HSNZ,Kuala Terengganu. Terima kasih untuk setiap titisan susu, sabar, suka, duka dan segalanya dalam membesarkan aku (dan terus membesarkan aku). Untuk aboh, terima kasih sangat2 untuk kesabaran, setiap keringat dalam mencari keselesaan untuk keluarga kita. Makin besar, makin tin mengerti betapa susah nak cari duit. Sebab tu tin kerja part time haritu bah. Memang 1stly sebab experience, tp jauh di sudut hati, sebab tin taknak kerap mintak duit dgn abah. Tin tau byk sgt dh duit yg tin minta. Maaf ye bah.. Untuk kakak, terima kasih kerana sentiasa ada untuk hal peribadi, non peribadi, etc. Terima kasih utk Firhan dan Fauzan. Piyang Tuti, terima kasih nyanyi lagu bday tuu ;) Terima kasih juga  buat Abang Ijan sebab sudi masuk dlm keluarga kami yang sederhana ni. Buat kedua abang-abang yg tercinta, terima kasih sebab selalu buli tin -,-“. Anyway, thanks for the lunch treat, movie and skirt! Love you all sampai syurga!

Untuk sahabat,

For CP Bunnies (housemates),

Terima kasih kerana sentiasa ada dalam setiap naik turun hidup ini. Terima kasih untuk kesabaran sebab aku tahu aku ni memang banyak betul gurau, buat orang sakit hati, etc. Buat Isya and Aien, terima kasih sebab nyanyikan lagu depan Subang Parade tu. Terima kasih Aien utk shawl. I really love it! Terima kasih Isya and Ija utk jam! Aku selalu cakap yang aku sayang sgt korang semua ni kan? (Aien, Isya, Ija, Tira,Kina) I really mean it my dear. =)

For Mark’s housemates/ classmates,

Thanks a lot for the wishes thru Whatsapp and Twitter and the pictures. You guys really made my day!

Danial Hakim,

Thanks for singing on the phone. Stay as my Ted, okay? ;)

Kucai and Saini,
Thanks a lot for the treat. ;)

Yong, Anees, Fida, Along (and the rest),
Terima kasih banyok2 sebab ade sokmo dgn sy. I love you guys so much! Awop kite!

Untuk dia (hanya diri ini yg tahu),

Terima kasih. Wishes from you create a smile on my face on my favorite day. Thanks ;)

Untuk semua orang, 

Terima kasih untuk perjalanan hidup ini! People comes and goes. But they leave memory on me. Thanks! :)