2014.

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

Currently on holidays, I mean semester break oh yeahhh! Even just 6 weeks but kindly gives me SO MUCH TIME for me to be with family and Firhan hooray!

Yeah, haritu jumpa Firhan about 3 days only then I'm going back to Tganu sbb nk tggu rumah kakak siap pasang itu ini then baru pergi balik sana which is in 2 weeks more ohhoo! Then I'm just staying there as I will only have 2 weeks left before new semester begins. I wanna help my sister as I know she back here to collect data for her research so I will taking care of Firhan and makan minum and all that. Tak nak kakak risau dgn benda lain, biar dia focus on her data only. Will try to help her as much as I can. I love you kakak :)

And, 2014.
Yeah, another year. My final year. Next year InsyAllah I will start to work. Allah, kerja dah.. Rasa mcm dah besar. Can I have my childhood time back? :( Final year, hopefully everything will be as smooth as silk. Gittew. This year probably will gives me more memories about me and classmates as we will do a lot of event together. Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan. :)

Really hope that I won't fall in love with any men out there. I'm happy for what I have now. Family and Friends. This year is not for my heart to fall for a stranger. This year specially made for family and friends. :) For him, moga kita bertemu bila tiba waktu yg tepat. Take care out there where ever you are.

Till now,
Peace!
Assalamualaikum!

p/s: sorry for not putting any pics, currently lazy as garfield.

Mumblings.

So.
Here I am. Not going back to Tganu.
Konon2 study week should stay here and study. Nah..... -,-

Well, I've got 2 nephews in December (anak sepupu).
Zafran Anas and Muhammad Adam Ammar. Yayy can't wait to see you both darlings!

And guess what?
Firhan is going back to Malaysia on 9th Jan. Yihaa! But I can't meet him on that day since I'm in final paper. So, I will meet him after the final paper and stay at Bangi about 2 days. Just for him and sister. Mueheheee... 11 months I don't cuddle him, kiss him, annoy him, yeah,its time! Darling, be prepared, cikshu is coming! hahahaha.

So.
Going to have 7 final papers. All the killer paper has only one day gap. -,- Siapa laa yg susun jadual ni. Hmm.
All exams will be held at DP4 which I don't know where is it.

So.
I have heart.
And....I have love.
I have heart again.
And....I have love.

Hahahah okay bye.

Wish me luck guys!

Week 14.

Week 14. Yeah, you know what it is. The last week for semester 4. All the lecturers wants to complete the final projects and test 2 or the subject. Merana wei! 8 subjects. All tests and presentations. All I can do is, do the best, tawakal, and hope for the best.

Maybe semester ni we got SO MUCH events. So that we rarely focusing on the subjects. Bandung, Berkhatan, all this and that, yes, its extremely make me tired but its fun! Honestly I enjoy myself with my fellow classmates. With all these events, it makes us more close. And truthfully, it makes me sad to think that I just only have another year with them. 

Okay,back to topic. Tomorrow we got QMT test. The day after tomorrow we got final presentation for Travel & Tour Project (Bandung). We have to present the reports,slides, brochure and video that we make to promote Bandung. And in the evening, presenting Hotel Design & Layout subject which where we rendering all the hotels from the hotel that we draw in Google Sketchup. Oh my, Google Sketchup drive me crazy! I ask my engineer friend, dia cakap senang je. What?! Senang? Saya mcm nak pecah kepala main pusing situ zoom sini. Hahahah.

Okay wish us luck kay! And all the for you all too! Final is coming bebeh! 

Jealousy.

I wanna study abroad or getting a job in overseas.

Only God knows how jealous I am to see half of my high school friends get a good life in overseas. Dublin, London, Egypt, Manchester, Melbourne etc. Of course, there's so much challenges to live in people countries. Yet, I want to face those challenges. Its not that I don't happy or bersyukur with what I have now, but...I want to be different, I want to be a part of them. A different people.

Few of my lecturers also continue their Masters in overseas. All of them post the pictures here and there. Not only them, even I am jealous to see my own sister and brother where they had a chance to study abroad, London and Pittsburgh, USA. Why can I be a part of them? Can I have their genius mind? Can I? Can I? Huhu...

Well, apart from it, I do happily continue my degree level here, Puncak Alam, Malaysia. Another year to finish up my Hotel Management Degree. Hopefully everything goes well as I am eagerly to have a job in overseas. I need to push up more. No more kitty kitty attitude.

Well, for the moment, I kinda miss my home in London. Almost a year I'm back here. Yet, those 3 months in spent there bring lots of memories to me.

Fi Hifzillah.

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga kau terus sihat selalu, dipanjangkan umur untuk terus bersujud kepadaNya, mencari rezeki dan mengumpul secebis ilmu di bumi Allah yang besar ini.

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga engkau dan aku terus ada dalam sebuah persahabatan yang kita bina, walau kiranya sekarang jalinan persahabatan ini renggang, namun aku akan terus lengkapkannya dengan senyuman dan doa..

Sentiasa dalam doaku..

Moga kau tidak jauh dari aku, walau dalam doa, aku mahu. Hanya itu yang aku mahu.

Agar engkau tahu, aku merinduimu wahai sahabatku...
Walau perasaan itu takkan lebih dari............
Namun aku tetap bersyukur, adanya kamu sebagai sahabatku..
Sungguh aku bersyukur..
Kerana sedikit sebanyak kau buat aku buka mata, tentang semuanya..
Semuanya..

Hanya untuk kamu, M.

Sanah Helwah Fatin.

Its my birthday. 1st of November.

On that night before reaching 12 am, me and 8 others classmates went to watch Thor as we love so much the superhero movies. First person that wishing me face to face was Mark because he sat next to me hahaha. And the first person who wish through bbm was Muktafi, my schoolmate. Through WhatsApp, my brother, Ang. Through FB message was Megat even he just said I'm old already -,-. And through voicenotes were my housemates. You know, I felt very happy. Even it was just a plain wish, but I was happy. I smile all the time whenever I reached the wishes from family and friends. And and, before we were back home, we stop to have a supper + breakfast haha. And Hairee belanja me yayy!

On my birthday, we had QMT test. And after we finished the test, Farhan called me to the stairs. He said he wanted to talked to me. So I said okay la. I followed him. At that time almost all my classmates were there. And all of sudden they all sang to me a Happy Birthday song. I was shocked and....rasa malu betul masa tu, tak tahu kenapa. Maybe because all of them looked at me kot. And Abu finished that song with screaming to me. It was loud Abu -,-. hahaha. And really, I appreciated their wishes! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY CLASSMATES! 

That petang, someone, well, I would like to say my 'secret close friend' sent me a very nice song through email. He himself made that cover and it was fantastic! I really love it! Thanks! =)

Kucai and Saini sent me to Subang. Before that, we ate at Burger Bakar Abang Burn. Once again, Saini belanja me yayy! And then I went home. Fly to Terengganu.

What I wanna say, I'm 22 years old now. Another year getting me more matured, have to think more about future, have to know that life is a race. I'm a girl, and I have to take care of myself. Must take care of others feelings too. Less bighead. Less jokes. Be a good girl Fatin. Not a child. 

Teruslah bersujud padaNya, mengucap syukur di atas kepanjangan usia yang diberikan, memohon agar terus sihat, dimurahkan rezeki dan mendapat jodoh yang baik insyaAllah. Terima kasih Allah atas kebahagiaan dengan kurniaan keluarga dan rakan-rakan yang sangat baik di sisiku..

Bandung Final Part.

Finally!
Bandung, dengan apa yg telah kami usahakan sejak pengakhiran semester lepas sehingga minggu kelima, Alhamdulillah everything went very smooth. Even the lecturers give a big clap for us! Alhamdulillah everyone enjoyed. =)

Don't want to post more pictures, just go and find my album in facebook okay ;p
So as you can see, 4 of us is the management team who took care every single thing for Bandung Trip. Mark (Project Leader), me (Package Leader), Charen (Asst. Project Leader)  and Fara (Admin Leader). We did a good job guys! And thank you so much for being the best groupmate ever!

And what was going on today, our Project Leader, Mark Noel belanja kami TGI Friday. Its Friday yaww! Thanks boss! Lebiu ahh hahahaa!

Next trip : Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam. #eh? ;p