Hmm..

Currently at Seri Kembangan. Semalam bertolak lepas asar. Aku drive dari Kemaman sampai rumah. Rabak wei. Dgn mata dah separuh fuhh. Kitorg di sini for a week then at the end of August, balik Trg jap sbb sepupu kahwin then dtg balik sini. Aku dah nk masuk study balik bulan 9 ni hmm.

Haritu buat passport Fauzan. Seriously rasa sebak je coz i know, diorg sebulan je lg kat sini. Dalam sebulan ni pulak aku masuk belajar so mmg tak byk masa dh dgn diorg. Sedih wehh. 10 bulan yg awesome. Thanks to kakak sbb dia nak collect data kat Malaysia so boleh la kitorg merasa sayang kat Firhan and Fauzan.

Skrg si Firhanmemang tgh boleh mulut. Dia duk potpet mcm2 even pelat. Pastu suka nyanyi. Fauzan pulak baru 10 hari. Kalau nangis mcm Ramli Sarip! Semua ni nanti jadi kenangan. Mesti hari2 nanti ma abah akan relatekan dgn tingkah laku cucu2 diorg.

Akan ku manfaatkan minggu2 terakhir dgn anak2 buah ni.

Tak balik UK lg tp Tuti dah rindu :(

Hapdate.

This week, we are going back to Seri Kembangan. Kakak nak uruskan visa,pasport,tiket flight balik sana pastu dgn nk buat akikah and sekali dgn naik umah baru Demang tu. BabyF baru usiaseminggu bila kami balik nanti. Cuak jugak nk berjalan jauh dgn baby ni. Dulu pun mcmtu. Firhan umur 2 minggu kami balik Terengganu.

I have to admit, aku agak gerun nk pegang newborn baby. Very fragile you know. Tapi aku gagahkan diri jugak la. But! If nk mandikan nk tkr pampers ke mmg aku surrender. Hahaha.

Harini nk keluar jalan2 dgn Yong and Fida. Sejak balik x jumpa lg. so keluar la kejap before Im going back to KL.

K Firhannangis nk tido k hapdate je bye!

Keep Calm.

Well, I choose not to care anymore about my feelings towards M. What had happened at the end of Ramadhan gave me something which I think that friendship is better. Not saying that my feelings towards him was gone, no! Gila apa 2 tahun kot suka dia hahah but if  friendship make us happier, I choose this road. The friendship.

Maybe Allah wants to test and show me some hikmah behind all these. Alhamdulillah. Takpe, apa pun yg terjadi, I try not to care or to be over sensitive. I hope! Hahah. Sumgguh syukur that I can be your friend again. :)

Okay, currently my sister gave birth to baby boy! Am a Tuti again! Alhamdulillah! Sape 12 Ogos tu sama la dengan babyF. Sister and baby still at the hospital. So aku amik alih utk fully in charge on Firhan. Penat! Dan sgt mengajar erti kesabaran hahah sebab budak ni baru nak masuk 2 tahun so membuas la sikit pastu nk menempel aje kerjanya. Semalam mengamuk cari mama. Haizz. Saborr. So aku memang quite busy with him. Nanti kakak dh discharge lg la aku busy nk siapkan itu ini pasal org pantang. Goodluck to me! Hahah.

Bila jaga Firhan full time ni. Aku fikir byk kali gak la der nk ada anak. Rilex lu kot setahun dua hahah. K k k k kembali lagi bila time free bye!

Assalamualaikum!